softening

“…that it traffics in truths known at some level by everyone.”

“Modern systems theory, bound up with computers and equations, hides the fact…” (Meadows, 2008, p. 3)

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but which impulses do I ignore? I lost my [purpose]. I lost my [question]. I lost my intuition of which impulses to ignore

I wanted to draw the vibration (purr) of the tips of the leaves of 4 palm trees.

but getting lost is part of the adventure

of life, trial and error is how we learn

the question was how to move with the tips of the leaves

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…just afraid. of committing. something about comics (more than words). when you look at 4 palm trees in a row, gently moving in the wind, softening focus to see all the tips of each of the many leaves moving, it’s almost like a cat purring…the vibration. the tickle of presence and delight, maybe

reading

Donella Meadows – Thinking in Systems, Introduction + Chapter 1